Saturday, November 21, 2009

WHY PEOPLE LIKE IGNORE ME??THIER DOESN'T LIKE ME OR THEIR DOESN'T LIKE TO SEE MY FACE?? WHY I ALWAYS 'DIPERTENGAHKAN'..THEIR NEED ME WHEN THEIR FACING A PROBLEM OR THEIR DOESN'T HAVE FWEN TO SHARE IT?? PEOPLE ALWAYS LOOK AT ME AS A LOSER OR DOWN.. WHY MY LIFE ALWAYS LIKE THIS?? HOPEFULLY ONE DAY THEIR WILL KNOW WHO I'M?? I'M NOT A LOSER!!!

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

MISS SOMEBODY

DIKAU..
PERGI TANPA PESAN..
TINGGAL KAN KU DALAM KEPASRAHAN..
CINTA YANG SUCI BAGAIKAN X KESAMPAIAN..
TERPUTUS DITENGAH JALAN..
HANYA..
AIR MATA DOA..
YANG DAPAT KU KIRIMKAN BERSAMA..
KEPADA YANG ESA..
KUPOHONKAN SEMOGA..
TEMPATMU DISISINYA....

FWEN...........

I thought she/he is my best friend.. The true is she/he is not my best friend..
She/he has her/his own best fwen.. It so hard 4 me to except it... Because both is myfwen..
I just keep in heart what I feel..
I doest want people know what i suffer right now.. I also doesn’t want to break up their relation because of me..
i don’t mind as long their accept me as a fwen in their life..
We as a human should enjoy our life.. Don’t let your problem interfere in your life..

Thursday, November 12, 2009

MY LOVE

I KNOW ALL MY FWEN HAVE THEIR OWN LOVE.SAME WITH ME.. I KNOW HIM WENT I IN A FIRST DAY TO JOIN MY HOUSE CARNIVAL. ON THAT TIME STILL IN FORM 4.I KNEW HIM WENT HE START CALL MY NAME FROM FAR AWAY,THEN HE START TO ASK MY PHONE NUMBER.. I NOT EASILY GIVE TO STRANGER..THEN I JUST IGNORE HIM.. UNTIL ONE DAY I DECIDE YO GO FOR A DATE WITH HIM.. AND I NOT EXPECTED THAT I COULD FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM.. AND NOW,HE BE MY LOVELY BOY.............

AGHRR!!!!!

mmg mrah sgat2.. x bleh than!! x sgka dalam dunia adew owank yg mcm 2.. kalo perfect x pew!! tp sme jew mcm aku.. pkr terer sgat la!! pandai sgat kew?? if u made something with sincere so that u don't need other people to 'PUJI' U!!! owank len pown adew kejew gak!! tp x la berlagak sagt!!! mcm first time bru dpat job 2!!! perh...

FIRST NIGHT OF NOV

Wow..It was a bad day today!! actually today i hang out with my 'special fwen'.. He promise to fetch me at 3.30 pm.. before 3.30,he give a call and said he fetch me little bit late coz of raining.. K, find i just ignore what he said!! Then, about 8.00 pm he doesn't call me so that i take a decision to call him and ask him whether he want go out with me or not!! He pick up my call, then easily can told me that he over nap!! What the hell!! I waiting him around 3 hours then he can said like that!! OUCH.. It so hurt to hear right but what to do I just keep quiet coz i doesn't want to fight!!! But in my heart, ARGHHHHH!!!!!! Then said again that he want to fetch me at 9 pm..I still waiting,but he come at 11 pm!!! I could never stand with my angry then i do what can i do to release my anger!!! SUCK!!!!

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Knp hdop kta x penahnye nak bahagia?? Knp mesti ade sengketa?? Knpa aku jew yg perlu menangis?? Knp aku jew yg d’perslahkan!! Aku mmg bodoh!!! X pandai nk menilai sesuatu yang terbaik buat diri aku!! Aku hanya mengikut kte hati yang x berape tepat buat diriku... aku terseksa!! Aku merana!! Aku x dpat menahannyer lg!!! LEPASKANLAH AKU...